IamHEDONISTICUS

Who came crashing through the door that night.
We didn’t care. 

Make a decision still nothing is right.
Filling me with air.
And its starting to scare.

Me and myself were all you got left.
My spirit wont rest.
and now I march with achy bones.
I found who i am, but havent found a home.

Laughing like a child and your hair was a mess.
From cold hands on your chest.
I plan to invest

everything I’ve had, or i’ll ever have.
Old wounds still seem new.

Me and myself were all you got left.
My spirit wont rest.
and i found myself alone, alone, alone.
A life full of lies, if theres one bit of truth, its you.

And the kings were calling when we slept in your room.
When I said you were beautiful.
Did you know it was true?

I sailed the sea
Just to see my friends, no family.
And now one is dead and one has left me.

I broke a chair.
In a jealous rage, she sent me through the air.
And now I’m on my own, with no on one to fix me.

Just keep telling yourself.
It’ll all blow with the wind.
Handsome as the devil
With a fiery grin if this is
life don’t count me in. I 
don’t think my body could 
handle another spin, so i’ll
Inhale or chief my
Smokey medicine, and ill

find comfort in the valleys 
of your skin. My began when
we met, and from here on 
out youre safe, never fret.
And every evening we’ll gaze at 
the warm sumset. Theres solace
In her voice, my only safety net.
She’s all that i’ve got, and she’s
the last one i’ll get. because if I
fuck this up, i’ll probably be dead.
I couldn’t harm a hair on her 
beautiful head. because if I fuck this up
i’ll probably be dead.
If some reason, some way, something 
gets in my way, too much of a challenge for 
me to slay, then my body cast to ash, on the 
same day.

Because if I fuck this us. I’ll probably be dead.

If you are a Doctor Who fan, just reblog. It will make sense later.

Sploof

I don’t give a damn about every ratty hair on my head.
I haven’t done a thing, but my best friends mom still bought me a bed.
Sometimes still wake up in it and wish I was dead.
But then I wake the only other sense I can trust and hit Lucinda instead.